It could have been me

But it wasn't. Not gonna tell you more about it. Buttttt anyway! Let's get into business.

Now I want to start typing English here, not only for fun, but also for a practice. Who's with me?!

You guys know what? I have noticed that I'm like ALWAYS single in summers, I really don't know why. BUT now I've got a strong feeling, that I'll meet someone special in upcoming autumn. Speaking of which, I cannot deal with the fact that summer always starts so slowly and ends super quickly. The autumn brings me too much memories... don't want to go through them.
Even though, on the other hand I'm not even sure, if a relationship is really good for (to?) me or not.
It's like, when you don't have a relationship, you keep thinking about it almost all the time (yeah yeah I shouldn't and blah blah, but I still do! :-), and when you do have one, it's always a disappointment. I mean always! Men suck, but I want them anyway.

Not sure if the previous sentence was correct or not, but something like that anyway!