Still suffering but healing slowly on a road to recovery.

I am still deeply depressed, but road to recovery has started, I just realized why the losing of TV got me under the weather mood. Losing just the simplest things that I have daily in my life reminds me of losing my ex-girlfriend. Guess I'm not over the brake up yet fully. I doubt anyone is ever over the brake up fully. It leaves deep scars to you especially when you have history like I do.