My friends are all I have

My friends are all I have, my own family, the real family never loved me, My own mother and step-father did abuse me physically when I lived with them, my own father and rest of the family talks shit about me behind my back. For example now my dad talks to our relatives from Helsinki about me how they are thinking when I will quit the school I am in.

They think I am a loser a nobody... They have no one else to blame but themselves of creating a monster, I've also been bullied through out my life, sure in daycare I wasn't bullied but the moment I stepped on school road I've been bullied for years, every day of the year at school.