I had f ucking enough

Okeyh thats it, I'm pissed, I'm more than pissed, I'm angry, frustrated I am furious.
I DON'T HAVE REAL FAMILY I ONLY LIVE WITH F UCKING PEOPLE WHO ARE MADE OF S HIT AND AREN'T WORTH OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD!
Today my dad woke me and he was pissed, he blamed me of braking his mini-lap-top, and after he came back home he blamed me of using his home and work mobile phones even I hadn't done any of these. My dad is probably right now at home on his "broken" mini lap top, telling how I did somehow brake his computer "again" and how I've used his stuff with out permission even as I said i had done none of these. Now I have to again listen to them "Well well well, isn't it who brakes and uses other people stuffs with no permission" F UCK I WANNA KILL THEM ALL and I am not just saying this, I really could get rid of them just like that and not feel a thing, well one thing maybe, joy. Joy of slaughtering them one by one so f ucking slowly and in the end leaving them to die slowly, painfully, maybe only thing that I would do out of mercy would be that that I would let them die together. I do really wish I could get the f uck out of Finland to Romania first to study and then to work. Is there any Romanians who could help me? And maybe other nationalities too? If you have any help you can offer to me, just any kind of a help just please contact me. Send me a note or something and we'll see what we can do to get me out of here.

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