Lonelynes

Today I been feeling so lonely, my dad did leave to town with his friends and is there till very late nights hours, I'm upset because my girlfriend mom has drink so much that she got alcohol poisoning and I'm worry about if she loses her mother. and I'm listening to very beautiful song -> Gray Jules - Mad World. I'm feeling that I'm all alone in this awful world, but I know I'm not. I have my family, my 3 friends and my girlfriend. But now I'm all alone at my home. i have only 3 wishes what i hope could come true. 1: I could be with my girlfriend now. 2: I could keep my 3 last friends and not lose one of them and they would have happy life with their love ones. 3: Never lose my dad because then I would need to go back to my mom house to live, there i don't wanna go because my mom and half bad hits and kicks me a lot and I have to make food clean everything up and just about everything. I made it well or bad they will hit me all ways.