this is really old thing but please read it still

This one strange thing i noticed one day in school in sports, we were told to do exercises for two hours and we suppose to measure our pulse after we were done, well we did exercise for two hours, and measured the pulse, when i was trying to measure i did have none, no one tho believed me so i told them to try and well after my class had tested they went into shock and did go to hospital with me, actually they drag me there. And in the hospital they did measure my pulse with their heart monitors and those every possible things they have there and still they did not show pulse on me.
This all did happen soon after the we broke up with my girlfriend few years ago.

And sometimes even today I measure my hearth beat I cant feel it and sometimes its there but only then if theres something that makes me happy or then i see something beautiful, like my ex.